Welcome 2011!!

~2010 is gone, and 2011 is here. All I can say is Thank Goodness!!I'm happy I'm getting a fresh start, and I'm going to put 2011 to good use!!

~In 2010, I lost friends with stupid decisions, and I had to lose them to realize that I'd lost true friends. Ones who always stood by me even though they weren't next to me. I realized that they were looking out for me, and wanting what was best for me. I was blind, and chose not to listen, and just brush it off as it was nothing. I am currently happy to say that I have seen those mistakes and won't make them again! I love ya'll =]

~Family in 2010-My family was extended in 2010. I have a biological father, Scot, who has never been there for me in my life. I've known about him all my life, but you'll soon realize why I have to put this reference in. My Dad(step but you'll see why I call him my dad in a sec), John, he has been there through everything in my life. Bumps, bruises, happiness, sadness, heartbreak, and crushes. He is my father. He has been through every step in my life since I was still on milk and formula. I found out this year right around the time of my 20th birthday, from Scot, I have an older brother Josh, an older sister Alicia, and 3 younger brothers, Branden, Connor, Ryan. I'm not really getting to know any of them at this time. Maybe in the future God will allow us all to get to know one another. With this new family info I got to know my aunts and find out about extended family! They are awesome and I can't wait to get to WI to get to know and see everybody!

~Love Life-2010, as 2009 did brought heartbreak a few times, from the same guy. Ugh. I was blinded, and I do not want that to happen again. Yes sadly I still cared for this guy even after everything, but he doesnt/didnt feel the same, never did, never will. I dont know if he's actually capable of love, or true caring feelings. He always said things, then turned around and crushed me. I can't handle that anymore. I had too many tears cried for him. I ended up finding a guy I cared a lot about a few months back, but my ex came back and plus emotional/personal problems all destroyed it. I finally resolved everything, and determined that he wasn't the right one for me- there were too many differences between him and I. I'm just taking things as they come, and not worrying about finding love right now. I need to focus on getting my life together before I involve someone else.

~So my resolutions for 2011 are to just be me, and focus on getting my life together and live life for me(and Ginger). No one else can live my life. Only I can. I want to get out of this rut that I've been in, and start living instead of just surviving! I have goals of being/getting healthy. I am choosing to get rid of aggravating/annoying/drama causing people, so if I stop talking to you, you now know why! I think I've covered everything. If I think of anything else I'll post it later!! Well I've got to run!! TTFN<3