It feels like every once in a blue moon I will have an amazing nights sleep. Since Christmas I have not had 1 peaceful nights sleep. I have been having so many dreams and nightmares.
The dreams will be good, but the dreams involve a person who I will never be with. So why do they taunt me. Its not fair, Its not right. On those days that I have those dreams, that same person calls to check on me. I am keeping one dirty (not so little) secret. So obviously he wants to make sure I'm not going to say anything. I like hearing from him, but it still kinda hurts. Last night (1/4/10) I had a dream I was being held hostage, and I was pregnant. I gave birth to twins, and I remember their names. It was a really strange dream, and yet it felt so real.
Nightmares are just that.. nightmares. Some of the ones I've been having are someone I know/knew murdered my family then threatened me, over money. Then an example of the other one I had was someone pushed me over the balcony of a cruise ship, and I got eaten by sharks. Another (that involved sharks) was my family and I were eating at a restaurant, and in the middle of the restaurant there was a shark tank, on the top of the shark tank were tables where people could sit. Someone convinced me to sit up there, and I ended up fighting the sharks, and they could talk for some strange reason. There was one where this guy I knew from school robbed a bank and got away with a couple million dollars. The bag broke on the side of my house and my family and I went out there because our garage was on fire. We found the money(at the time we didn't know who did the robbery), and decided to keep it and not tell anyone about it. Well not too long after the guy came back, made friends with me and my family, and told us that he did the robbery and if I didn't give him the money he'd slit my mothers throat and stab my dad. My parents told me not to give him the money, so I listened. My sister and I were being held down, and they did just as they threatened. I don't remember how it ended. That one felt so real, and I was so thankful when I woke up that it wasn't true.
I really don't know whats going on in my subconscious lately, but whatever it is, needs to be figured out. Other than the dreams/nightmares, I toss and turn all night every night and cannot find a comfy spot. When I finally get a bit of sleep its time to get up. It feels good to get the dreams out of my mind, maybe that's all I needed.?.
Nightmares are just that.. nightmares. Some of the ones I've been having are someone I know/knew murdered my family then threatened me, over money. Then an example of the other one I had was someone pushed me over the balcony of a cruise ship, and I got eaten by sharks. Another (that involved sharks) was my family and I were eating at a restaurant, and in the middle of the restaurant there was a shark tank, on the top of the shark tank were tables where people could sit. Someone convinced me to sit up there, and I ended up fighting the sharks, and they could talk for some strange reason. There was one where this guy I knew from school robbed a bank and got away with a couple million dollars. The bag broke on the side of my house and my family and I went out there because our garage was on fire. We found the money(at the time we didn't know who did the robbery), and decided to keep it and not tell anyone about it. Well not too long after the guy came back, made friends with me and my family, and told us that he did the robbery and if I didn't give him the money he'd slit my mothers throat and stab my dad. My parents told me not to give him the money, so I listened. My sister and I were being held down, and they did just as they threatened. I don't remember how it ended. That one felt so real, and I was so thankful when I woke up that it wasn't true.
I really don't know whats going on in my subconscious lately, but whatever it is, needs to be figured out. Other than the dreams/nightmares, I toss and turn all night every night and cannot find a comfy spot. When I finally get a bit of sleep its time to get up. It feels good to get the dreams out of my mind, maybe that's all I needed.?.
Advil PM is the answer!
ReplyDeleteThanks Bekka I shall try that sometime, maybe they'll work. My body never wanted to work with PM meds. So maybe =] Thanks!
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