I've found my peace and happiness.
Though I have felt like the past few weeks have taken a toll emotionally and physically... I can honestly say that I am happy the way things have worked themselves out.
At the time when I thought that "what could go wrong would" I am now able to realize that it all needed to happen so that I was able to move on in my life and find true happiness.
Everyday is a learning process, and I thank God for every day he allows me to be on this earth. I have big plans for the next few months and major life changes are bound to happen soon..
There is a possible 1100 mi move, school, work, family, friends, and of course more personal growth. Notice there is no "love life" involved in that section. I'm not worried about it. Relationships just cause issues, and with how hectic things have been I truly have no time. I appreciate my friends for kickin' my butt into gear with a lot of things and helping me fight a depression that I was in denial of. When life felt like it was spiraling out of control, they were there for me. To help keep me sane and to help guide me. I have taken a lot of opinions, and advice over the past few weeks. After I let my anger, frustration, and hurt get the best of me I had my eyes opened to the truth of what has been going on, and finally am able to make decisions for me.
My birthday is coming up so fast... May 2nd.. I'll be 21 this year, and I was looking forward to it. Now I think I won't even have time for my birthday. I honestly have a feeling it will be reminiscent of the past few years... just me. I guess I'm going to get myself a bottle of vodka, or a bottle of wine, and celebrate. What's going to be interesting is to see the answers I come up with for my homework. ;)
I can't wait until all the work I've been doing finally pays off.. That we will see in a few months. It's going to be an interesting ride, but it's going to be fun. We only live once right? SO why just sit around waiting for life, go out & enjoy.
So to conclude:: In the midst of confusion, I've found my peace and happiness<3
At the time when I thought that "what could go wrong would" I am now able to realize that it all needed to happen so that I was able to move on in my life and find true happiness.
Everyday is a learning process, and I thank God for every day he allows me to be on this earth. I have big plans for the next few months and major life changes are bound to happen soon..
There is a possible 1100 mi move, school, work, family, friends, and of course more personal growth. Notice there is no "love life" involved in that section. I'm not worried about it. Relationships just cause issues, and with how hectic things have been I truly have no time. I appreciate my friends for kickin' my butt into gear with a lot of things and helping me fight a depression that I was in denial of. When life felt like it was spiraling out of control, they were there for me. To help keep me sane and to help guide me. I have taken a lot of opinions, and advice over the past few weeks. After I let my anger, frustration, and hurt get the best of me I had my eyes opened to the truth of what has been going on, and finally am able to make decisions for me.
My birthday is coming up so fast... May 2nd.. I'll be 21 this year, and I was looking forward to it. Now I think I won't even have time for my birthday. I honestly have a feeling it will be reminiscent of the past few years... just me. I guess I'm going to get myself a bottle of vodka, or a bottle of wine, and celebrate. What's going to be interesting is to see the answers I come up with for my homework. ;)
I can't wait until all the work I've been doing finally pays off.. That we will see in a few months. It's going to be an interesting ride, but it's going to be fun. We only live once right? SO why just sit around waiting for life, go out & enjoy.
So to conclude:: In the midst of confusion, I've found my peace and happiness<3
C'est la vie
Wow I feel old now. I wish I could go back to being 21.
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