Osteosarcoma

My Dad, My sis and Stan :)

My sister's best friend Stan found out he has Osteosarcoma (bone cancer) It's a malignant tumor on his spine and the outcome is not very bright. He is a great kid, and he's one of our family. He is like a brother to me. He sadly can't afford to have any of the treatments, or the surgery. He needs to have the surgery done by next month, or there is no chance for him. We are wanting to do some fund raisers for him, so that he can have a chance at life. He deserves it. He is the type of person who would do anything to make another person happy even if it means sacrificing for himself.  If you have any suggestions for fundraising let me know all help/opinions would be appreciated.

On This Day

RIP CJ
Let me start by saying how we've gotten to this point. Last week, my mom, sis and I were driving by a local bowling alley where there was crime scene tape, ambulances, and many police cars. We were wondering what happened. Come to find out some teenagers were at the local bowling alley having fun in the parking lot. They thought it would be fun to jump on a car because their friend, whom was the driver, locked them out. Well at this point the driver put it in reverse, and CJ was the only one who held on. The driver screeched to a stop and CJ fell off cracking his head. He was rushed to Lakeland Regional Hospital, they did surgery and had to put him into a medically induced coma.

He passed away today

He was my sister's ex boyfriend, I only knew him through her. Even so, its crazy to think that a person that you hardly knew passed away. Its a small town. Where everyone knows everything, and to know someone that something so tragic to is really crazy to imagine.

RIP CJ I hope you have found peace, and happiness.

Dontcha Hate

When ungrateful ex "friends" come strolling through your every thought?

I DO

He was a good for nothing, two-timing, pathological liar, who toyed with my emotions for far too long... but he's the one person whom on some days I can't stop thinking about...
I know in my gut he's not good for me, and will never be, but who can judge me for thinking about how he's doing, and how his kids are doing, or what he's up to?.. I know all my friends/family would slap me for even thinking like that.. but I can't help it.. There are places that he and I used to go, or conversations we had that a place reminds me of.. and then my mind goes to him again. I pray and pray that it would stop and just go away. I think a lot of the times that maybe it would be good if him and I just stayed friends, and that I didn't kick/force him out of my life? But then the realization sinks in telling me "its better this way.. you'll be able to move on with your life and find someone truly worth you"--well its not so much the realization its my family/friends voices running through my head. What is there to do? Nothing.. Time heals all they say... and hopefully this time will quickly pass.. and I'll be able to open my heart once again.