Life is going pretty well at the moment! I am feeling truly blessed.
 

I just got a job offer that I have been dreaming of.. working in a hospital. The pay is awesome, and I only work 4 days a week, and have Friday, Saturday, and Sunday off. I had all the paperwork go through last week, and all my tests have come back. I am cleared to start work. On August 8th I have my orientation. I'm excited to have a great job, and be able to move on with my life.
 

It must have been National Hiring Day because I got my job at the hospital, my guy friend got his, and my sisters boyfriend got his. It's crazy to think that all 5 of us living in the house are now working. Before only my mom, dad and younger sister were working so things were a struggle. Now I feel that we'll be able to breathe.
 

With the pay being so well hopefully I'll be able to get a car, and start saving for the future. Which would be awesome. I can't help it I've already started looking at cars. A car is the first check to make on that checklist. Then I'll have more freedom to come and go as I please, and be able to see my friends. If I feel like taking Ginger and I on a road trip when I'm off work.. So be it. :)

A guy has come back into my life that I haven't talked to in about 2 years. He's awesome. So sweet, and funny. And there's just this thing he and I had way back when. It was a spark. He and I are talking just as friends for now, and will see where things go, but so far the feelings are mutual.
 

My mom and I are planning on starting school in January for the same program, radiology. So that's just one more thing to check off my "Life To Do" List.
 

I am starting to truly believe in the saying 'Good things come to those who wait' I waited over a year to find the perfect job, and with this guy coming back in my life you never know whats going to happen. I just wanted to update with what's going on. I hope everyone of my blogger friends are doing well!

Osteosarcoma

My Dad, My sis and Stan :)

My sister's best friend Stan found out he has Osteosarcoma (bone cancer) It's a malignant tumor on his spine and the outcome is not very bright. He is a great kid, and he's one of our family. He is like a brother to me. He sadly can't afford to have any of the treatments, or the surgery. He needs to have the surgery done by next month, or there is no chance for him. We are wanting to do some fund raisers for him, so that he can have a chance at life. He deserves it. He is the type of person who would do anything to make another person happy even if it means sacrificing for himself.  If you have any suggestions for fundraising let me know all help/opinions would be appreciated.

On This Day

RIP CJ
Let me start by saying how we've gotten to this point. Last week, my mom, sis and I were driving by a local bowling alley where there was crime scene tape, ambulances, and many police cars. We were wondering what happened. Come to find out some teenagers were at the local bowling alley having fun in the parking lot. They thought it would be fun to jump on a car because their friend, whom was the driver, locked them out. Well at this point the driver put it in reverse, and CJ was the only one who held on. The driver screeched to a stop and CJ fell off cracking his head. He was rushed to Lakeland Regional Hospital, they did surgery and had to put him into a medically induced coma.

He passed away today

He was my sister's ex boyfriend, I only knew him through her. Even so, its crazy to think that a person that you hardly knew passed away. Its a small town. Where everyone knows everything, and to know someone that something so tragic to is really crazy to imagine.

RIP CJ I hope you have found peace, and happiness.

Dontcha Hate

When ungrateful ex "friends" come strolling through your every thought?

I DO

He was a good for nothing, two-timing, pathological liar, who toyed with my emotions for far too long... but he's the one person whom on some days I can't stop thinking about...
I know in my gut he's not good for me, and will never be, but who can judge me for thinking about how he's doing, and how his kids are doing, or what he's up to?.. I know all my friends/family would slap me for even thinking like that.. but I can't help it.. There are places that he and I used to go, or conversations we had that a place reminds me of.. and then my mind goes to him again. I pray and pray that it would stop and just go away. I think a lot of the times that maybe it would be good if him and I just stayed friends, and that I didn't kick/force him out of my life? But then the realization sinks in telling me "its better this way.. you'll be able to move on with your life and find someone truly worth you"--well its not so much the realization its my family/friends voices running through my head. What is there to do? Nothing.. Time heals all they say... and hopefully this time will quickly pass.. and I'll be able to open my heart once again.

Fantasy

If any female has seen "Fast Five" Then they may understand...

The Rock & Vin Diesel fighting....


I have a fantasy of them 2 =]

That is all..

Fitness

So my family and I got a free 7 day pass at Anytime Fitness. Tomorrow we'll be on day 4.. Too bad we've been twice, Sunday their closed and it took a day off. I'm happy we're going. I definitely feel the burn, but I'm loving it. I want to join so bad, but too bad my bank account says otherwise. It's only $50 for the start up and $20 a month after that. A girl can dream right? For now I'll have to settle with what I can do. Thank Goodness that we have a treadmill at my house, but it's not the same atmosphere at the gym, plus they have the strength equipment that I don't have. Anyone have any strength equipment for cheap (aka household things or homemade things to make strength equipment). I am really enjoying that my whole family goes. Tomorrow my dad sis and I will be going early and then my mom will go when she gets off of work.
Bed time
Nighty Night Bloggers

Finally

It's official!!!